Experiences with Venkayya Swami

yesterdays post  continuation::
Its a great experience to feel Avadhuta Venkayya Swami presence with me the time i was kind of little scared. Swami was looking at me continuously.....& i fell asleep and next day while i was reading swami book........I was very happy to continue my reading and thanked my Guruji and Venkayya Swami for giving such great experience to me.(( My thoughts were going on is it really happened or its my assumptions ??? No ..No... Its True its amazing feeling how can i say its assumptions ??)))...
Then ...again swami reminded me to attend Srinivasa Kalyanam @ Temple. Once i finished Friday book reading and checked the date and realized Yes.... Tomorrow is Second Saturday && Every month Second Saturday they will do Srinivasa Kalyanam at the temple. && Since 6 months i was thinking to attend and every time due to some or the other works....... we couldn't attend it. && I thanked Venkayya Swami for reminding it to me again when i am reading his book. && I Said :: Swami the way i felt your presence is True ....&& Now the way you reminded me about Srinivasa Kalyanam .... if everything is your leela(( Experiencing your presence and Reminding me about Srinivasa Kalyanam))
If Its not just my assumptions then....I will believe with your grace...without any disturbance we will be able to attend swami kalyanam tomorrow. IF we don't attend Srinivasa kalyanam tomorrow then i will feel its all just my assumptions.....

Next day all of sudden my friends called me to visit my place and i invited them .....But they were supposed to come in the morning .....but they came in the afternoon.Then i prayed swami....Swami at-least next month i should attend Srinivasa Kalyanam. But..... They only stayed at my place for few hours and they received some call and they had to leave my place. I felt its absolutely Venkayya Swami Leela......After they left we went to the temple and though we couldn't attend from the beginning but we were there & watched Swami Klayanam.... & attended Harathi, followed by teertha, prasadam. I had no words.....after i attended Srinivasa Kalyanam. Avadhuta Venkayya Swami proved to me....Its not just a dream its proved swami blessed me with his physical presence and also he reminded me to attend Srinivasa kalyanam which i had been thinking to attend since 6 months and swami made me to attend it this time without any disturbance.

Om Sri Sai Ram Gurudeva Datta.

Experiences with Venkayya Swami

My experiences reading Avadhuta Sri Venkayya Swami Book.
Once..... I read it in Sri Shankar Maharaj book ........Guruji Sri Vittal Babaji said :: Reading an Avadhuta books gives the same result as doing Yagnam , Yagam and Tapassu. 
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Amazing experience reading Avdhuta Venkayya Swami book is:: For the first time when i started reading i had experienced Swami presence with me. Where as while reading Viswaguru charitra Book.......Before reading Viswamji swami book i had 3 times swami's physical darshan and i started reading Viswamji swami book after swami suggested me to read. && I had experienced swami presence during my first time parayanam of  Viswagurucharitra. Coming to Nampalli Baba book.....After i read Nampalli Baba book i had his Mahasamadhi mandir darshan and then...When i was reading it for the 3rd (Third) time i had experienced Nampalli Baba's presence with me. Earlier i shared:: one day while i was sleeping in the morning Baba poked me with his nails to remind me to read his book & he woke me up by poking me with his nails 2 times.......Other than these 3 Avadhuta's .....Coming to all other Avadhuta books.....Though i had experienced very good dreams and very good personal experiences by reading  their Books but not their physical presence.
______________________________Coming to Venkayya Swami book.....Its really amazing feeling hard to express though...But wanted to share it here:: it is my very first time reading swami book.::: One night i woke-up by hearing loud noise from my backyard and at the same time i had to wake up due to a bad dream....& got scared for a minute .....Had some water and prayed guruji which i always do chanting Dattachalisa....& when i was trying to sleep ....Immediately my eyes closed tight and i started hearing Venkayya Swami Voice & his presence with me :: That was really amazing .....
Swami said :: మెము ఉండ్లా నీతొ దెనికి భయం. నెను ఇక్కడె కుర్చుంటా ...పడుకొ. ( We are with you, no need to get scared. I will be sitting here..... you can sleep. )
The thing is :: Usually if i wake up in the middle of the night due to any reason....It is so very hard for me to go back to sleep again. But that particular day.....The moment i closed my eyes.... i fell asleep by hearing swami voice and experiencing swami's presence with me for long time. The same day i thought it was just a dream but ....Not at all...Its not a dream at all....I had literally experienced swami presence. That week Saturday i was able to attend Sri Venkateswara Swami Kalyanam. Which i had been thinking to attend since 6 months....but it never happened before. Will share in-detail story tomorrow.

Venkayya Swami book

February 3rd post Continuation:
There is a saying : పుణ్యం కొద్ది పురుషుడు దానం కొద్ది బిడ్డలు.
ఎవరు చెసుకున్న పున్యం ఫలితం గా వారికి మంచి భర్త లభించడం మరియు...ఎవరికి వారు చెసుకున్న దానాల , మంచిపనుల ఫలితం గా వారికి చక్కటి బిడ్డలు భగవంతుని క్రుపతొ ప్రసాదించబడతారు అని దీని అర్థం .
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There is a story :: Once a lady with all her children will reach Sri Venkayya Swami Ashramam ....The moment swami looks at her and her children ...Swami asks his devotees to serve food for all of them immediately. Then when the food served the children will start eating their food and also they grabbed all her mother food too. Then... Sri Venkayya Swami explains :: In her previous life (The Mother who came to ashramam with her children ) She was a queen && All her children were her servants but the queen never served good amount of food to her servants.... though she used to make them work hard for all her chores and needs but she was never kind towards her servants. And in this life.... all the servants born to her and became her children ...Now they are not allowing her to eat.
____________________________________ If we try to understand the story deeply ....It teaches us so many good things and what not to do in our everyday life.!!!

In the similar way Once i also heard in one speech :: If we do not like any one for any reason....Its not at all good to develop hatred feelings and keep thinking about them by using bad words .....Yes..... They may hurt us real bad with either verbally or emotionally.....etc. But we should always remember... Our Guru is looking at all of us & he will only teach them or us good lesson as per the time and situation comes but .....If we keep thinking & doing verbal abuse about the persons who hurt us real bad....Eventually in our upcoming  lives again we have to develop our relation in some way or the other way with them. & the cycle continues. Some times ..... Even if "WE" hurt some one in this life ...The person will be born to us as our children in our upcoming lives and will trouble us so much as per the previous life Karma. ____________________________
Moral is :: Its good to keep our thoughts positive. Not to develop any hatred feelings or Jealous feelings upon any one. No matter how bad they may hurt us & our feelings....Try to forgive & remaining story will be directed by Our Supreme Guru.

Om Sri Sai Ram Guru Deva Datta.