When ever i read any Datta Avadhuta Books..... most of the time some devotees experiences are very similar to my experiences with Guruji Sri Vittal Babaji. For anyone in the beginning days we won't be able to understand in right way our Guruji divine leela's until and unless once we start experiencing our Guruji's divine energy with us all the time no matter where ever we are.
Its the same with me too......Once when i called baba on occasion Sankranthi festival....Baba said :: Sree Datta i came to your house and i saw all your presentation. You did very good beta. Then .....I was like When did Baba come ??? I did not experience anything but Baba is saying i came and saw all your presentation in the prayer room. How ???.....(( Later i realized baba words.....that's different story ...but to that moment i did not understand what he was telling me ))
2) Very beginning days of meeting Sri Vittal Babaji and spending time with him....In 2006 first time i attended Dattajayanthi celebrations @ Vallabhapuram along with my mother. Then when i went to give dakshina to Baba.....
Baba said :: Where is my remaining amount ?? I was surprised to know that Baba knew my salary. && then....
I said :: Baba i used that amount to purchase Badrakayanam books from Anandbhag Satya Sai Temple.
Baba Said to my mother ::: When i see your daughter i feel like beating her more and more.... నాకు నీ బిడ్డని చూడగానె బాగ కొట్తాలి అనిపిస్తదె. && Immediately First time Baba beat me very HARD on my fore-head for 3 times....with smile on his face.
I said :: Baba .... You beat me very hard...
Baba !! నాకు బాగ తాకింది .... చాలా నొప్పిగా ఉంది.
Baba said :: బాగ తాకిందా అయితె బాగుంటుంది.
To that moment i did not understand .......But it did not take much time for me to realize Sri Vittal Babaji's Divine Leela behind beating me.
Baba said ::: Sree datta....You are my lover. Shall we dance together ??? .....Baba... was just trying to make me laugh just to divert me from that pain. Not just that time....Like that Baba beat me for few more times but not that hard .....Later after i started realizing his divine leela's there are days i used to go and request him to beat me ....But.....Baba will only do when it needed for us but not just because we ask. & Even though... i had asked him but no ...He did not do. like wise there are many good experiences :: && Once i wrote all the mistakes i had done when i was in Sri Vittal Babaji's presence during my very first visits ....& the time i did not know much about Sri Vittal Babaji. I took Baba's permission before writing and mailed all the papers from USA. Then...When i went to Vallabhapuram & asked Mataji did you get a chance to post my experiences ?? mataji told "" Sree Datta....You wrote 30 pages...I needed to take some time and select in-order to post them in Gurucharanam magazine & she told me :: one day Baba read all your writings and told all of us in his room to read and know. ఆ పిల్ల ఎలారాసిందొ మీరు కుడా చదవండి తెలుసుకొండి. && Mataji also told me :: Baba asked me to read all those 30 pages to the devotees who are waiting for Baba darshan out side. I asked Mataji :: Oh.. IS It Mataji ?? did you read then. Mataji said :: Yes, of course Its Guruji's order & I followed his words. && Even during my last trip one devotee who was there that day in Baba room told me :: Sree datta ...ఎలా రాసావు అడుగడుగునా బాబా మీకు క్రుతగ్నతలు అని చెపుతూ i read all your experiences.
I always feel :: No matter how much i share / write .....I feel that is very small before the love and affection that i received from Guruji When he was physically present with all of us. Its not just me.... for all his children its the same feeling.
Its the same with me too......Once when i called baba on occasion Sankranthi festival....Baba said :: Sree Datta i came to your house and i saw all your presentation. You did very good beta. Then .....I was like When did Baba come ??? I did not experience anything but Baba is saying i came and saw all your presentation in the prayer room. How ???.....(( Later i realized baba words.....that's different story ...but to that moment i did not understand what he was telling me ))
2) Very beginning days of meeting Sri Vittal Babaji and spending time with him....In 2006 first time i attended Dattajayanthi celebrations @ Vallabhapuram along with my mother. Then when i went to give dakshina to Baba.....
Baba said :: Where is my remaining amount ?? I was surprised to know that Baba knew my salary. && then....
I said :: Baba i used that amount to purchase Badrakayanam books from Anandbhag Satya Sai Temple.
Baba Said to my mother ::: When i see your daughter i feel like beating her more and more.... నాకు నీ బిడ్డని చూడగానె బాగ కొట్తాలి అనిపిస్తదె. && Immediately First time Baba beat me very HARD on my fore-head for 3 times....with smile on his face.
I said :: Baba .... You beat me very hard...
Baba !! నాకు బాగ తాకింది .... చాలా నొప్పిగా ఉంది.
Baba said :: బాగ తాకిందా అయితె బాగుంటుంది.
To that moment i did not understand .......But it did not take much time for me to realize Sri Vittal Babaji's Divine Leela behind beating me.
Baba said ::: Sree datta....You are my lover. Shall we dance together ??? .....Baba... was just trying to make me laugh just to divert me from that pain. Not just that time....Like that Baba beat me for few more times but not that hard .....Later after i started realizing his divine leela's there are days i used to go and request him to beat me ....But.....Baba will only do when it needed for us but not just because we ask. & Even though... i had asked him but no ...He did not do. like wise there are many good experiences :: && Once i wrote all the mistakes i had done when i was in Sri Vittal Babaji's presence during my very first visits ....& the time i did not know much about Sri Vittal Babaji. I took Baba's permission before writing and mailed all the papers from USA. Then...When i went to Vallabhapuram & asked Mataji did you get a chance to post my experiences ?? mataji told "" Sree Datta....You wrote 30 pages...I needed to take some time and select in-order to post them in Gurucharanam magazine & she told me :: one day Baba read all your writings and told all of us in his room to read and know. ఆ పిల్ల ఎలారాసిందొ మీరు కుడా చదవండి తెలుసుకొండి. && Mataji also told me :: Baba asked me to read all those 30 pages to the devotees who are waiting for Baba darshan out side. I asked Mataji :: Oh.. IS It Mataji ?? did you read then. Mataji said :: Yes, of course Its Guruji's order & I followed his words. && Even during my last trip one devotee who was there that day in Baba room told me :: Sree datta ...ఎలా రాసావు అడుగడుగునా బాబా మీకు క్రుతగ్నతలు అని చెపుతూ i read all your experiences.
I always feel :: No matter how much i share / write .....I feel that is very small before the love and affection that i received from Guruji When he was physically present with all of us. Its not just me.... for all his children its the same feeling.
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