శ్రీ గురు లీలలు ::
The time i was with Baba in nivruti sangamam and in Vallabhapuram Baba did not give any attention to me nor he did not talk much. I felt little upset :: బాబ ఎప్పుడు మీ లీలలె తలుచుకుంటు ఉండె నన్ను కొంచం గుడా పట్టించుకొరా ఎందుకు ఇలా చెస్తున్నారు అని అనుకున్నాను. Next day some reason when i went to sit next to Mataji :: She said Sree Datta ...గురువులు ఒక్కొకరి కర్మలు ఒక్కొక్క రకంగా తీస్తారు కొందరిని బాద కు గురిచెసి తీరుస్తారు గురు లీలలు చెప్పడం కష్టం గ ఉంటుంది కొన్నిసార్లు. Then i thought may be Baba is also doing the same to me. But One day Vittal Babaji called me to his room and then when Samrajyam aunty came to inform baba about the help they needed in the kitchen then ....Baba asked me to go and help them....Then Samrajyam aunty said :: Let her be with you Baba as she stays far & she hardly gets a chance to spend some time with you. But then Baba answered to my feelings ::
అది నాకు మానసికంగ దగ్గరగానె ఉంటది దూరం గురుంచి బాదపడవలసిన పనిలెదు.
((మానసికం గా దగ్గరగా ఉండడం అంటె ఎప్పుడు గురులీలలు తలుచుకుంటు ఆ పవిత్రమైన ఆలొచనలతొ గడిపె సమయమె మనం మన గురువు కు మానసికంగ దగ్గరగా ఉండడం. ))____________________________
The time i was with Baba in nivruti sangamam and in Vallabhapuram Baba did not give any attention to me nor he did not talk much. I felt little upset :: బాబ ఎప్పుడు మీ లీలలె తలుచుకుంటు ఉండె నన్ను కొంచం గుడా పట్టించుకొరా ఎందుకు ఇలా చెస్తున్నారు అని అనుకున్నాను. Next day some reason when i went to sit next to Mataji :: She said Sree Datta ...గురువులు ఒక్కొకరి కర్మలు ఒక్కొక్క రకంగా తీస్తారు కొందరిని బాద కు గురిచెసి తీరుస్తారు గురు లీలలు చెప్పడం కష్టం గ ఉంటుంది కొన్నిసార్లు. Then i thought may be Baba is also doing the same to me. But One day Vittal Babaji called me to his room and then when Samrajyam aunty came to inform baba about the help they needed in the kitchen then ....Baba asked me to go and help them....Then Samrajyam aunty said :: Let her be with you Baba as she stays far & she hardly gets a chance to spend some time with you. But then Baba answered to my feelings ::
అది నాకు మానసికంగ దగ్గరగానె ఉంటది దూరం గురుంచి బాదపడవలసిన పనిలెదు.
((మానసికం గా దగ్గరగా ఉండడం అంటె ఎప్పుడు గురులీలలు తలుచుకుంటు ఆ పవిత్రమైన ఆలొచనలతొ గడిపె సమయమె మనం మన గురువు కు మానసికంగ దగ్గరగా ఉండడం. ))____________________________
After that trip again i went to Vallabhapuram to spend some time with Sri Vittal Babaji. That time i fell down at river Krishna and i had severe pain even that time Mataji told:: Don't worry . Some of your bad karma is going away in this form of pain. Then one day when i went inside Baba room & sat at a corner Mataji & some other members were talking to Baba and they even addressed the way i fell down. Baba looked at me and called me to do his Seva. Later all members left the room and some devotees started sleeping in Baba room but i continued to do Baba seva....Then Baba talked with me about my remaining program and details ....I informed him everything and then...While i was doing Guru seva Baba started massaging my hand with smile on his face then i said :: Baba as we are your children we needed to do your seva but your my Guru .....Guru is not supposed to do Baba....& i took my hand away from him feeling its not appropriate to get seva from my Guru. Again baba smiled and said your intelligent girl beta && Baba kept on smiling and for few seconds he massaged my hand (This time i did not take away my hand b/c may be my guru is blessing me to take out my pain) and soon he closed his eyes. && I really had no words the way Baba showered his love towards me for the second time i visited to Vallabhapuram. I thought as i am feeling upset for baba wasn't giving much attention to me....For that reason he showered his love in this way.
Yes i always feel I'm blessed to get Such Sweet lovely && Affectionate Guru into my life and its hard to digest the fact that Baba is not physically present with us Today.
Yes i always feel I'm blessed to get Such Sweet lovely && Affectionate Guru into my life and its hard to digest the fact that Baba is not physically present with us Today.
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