experiences with Amma Part - 2

First day after Ammas morning darshan we went to have Sri Gajanan Maharaj's darshan at swami temple. After that by the time we came back to Amma mandir place bhajan was almost about to finish and harati started while her devotees giving harati to Amma ...Amma was throwing rose petals on to them as her blessings ...In the same way even Sri Viswamji Maharaj does it during his darshan time. I felt wow...how amazing the devotees are being blessed by Amma directly. Then Second day morning when we went to take tokens for morning darshan .....they said tokens only for those who are having very first Ammas darshan & you need to wait in general darshan. I was paused for a second b/c i know how hard its going to be with my baby. Followed by we went and sat in the chairs as per their guidence ....I was chanting Datta chalisa from first day on...all day long to have peaceful darshan. No one can believe after 30min one devotee came and said some one asked me to give you guys tokens for Ammas morning darshan ...you guys come with me ....Amma gave her name as VALLABHA ....she is an american. The moment we saw her name and the way she helped my family was amazing( My baby boy name is also VALLABHA) !! Its pure Gurukrupa !!!!. Then when i went for Ammas darshan i told her about Guruji and took Ammas blessings but still didnt see ammas face not even for few seconds....then in the evening one person said No darshan to those who had morning Ammas darshan...i said thats okay lets others get chance too. But Can anyone believe what happened ???

Again Guruji sent Ammas devotee where we sat and she asked us to take Tokens and directed us how to approach for it and guided well for attending evening program ...Amma will dress up like Durga Mata and its called Devi Bhava darshan most precious and important darshan. With Gurus grace we attended evening meditation, and total program...!!!!. Followed by when we went to have Ammas darshan on stage for the third time i decided i am going to look into Ammas eyes atleast few seconds && i shouldn't be scared ..prayed Guruji to give that strength and asked him to be with me during that time. Chanted datta chalisa all day long in my heart for that!!!. Yes when the time came this time i looked into Ammas eyes for few seconds by doing namaskaram to Amma....Amma was in Durga mata get up and she gave big broad smile to me the way guruji does and she simply throwed rose petals on to me while i neeldown and did Namaskaram to Amma. That was really an Amazing moment very very precious moment !! After the trip still i feel i miss Ammas divine program and being in her presence. Its taking time for me to realize i am back home already with my routine work & routine life.

Gurus love is most precious than anything in this world.
Tomorrow ill share Ammas speech about following virtues in our lives and the result it gives us. Its a beautiful message. I really miss Amma's program and her divine presence. But i am still recollecting every moment from that program every minute and thinking by this time i was standing in line to have darshan, to take token, at Ammas mandir etc etc....

Om Sri Sai Ram Gurudeva Datta.